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January 21, 2010gabi na…ay, umaga na pala
dami pumapasok na kung anu-ano sa utak…hay, ano ba yan cristeta? bakit ba kasi ang dami mo katanungan?
tulad na lang ng totoo ba kasi talagang may alien? tinanong ‘to ni leo…sabi ko di ako naniniwala…e siya naniniwala…
nagkaroon ng maikling debate…leo: naniniwala cristeta: hindi angelo: nuetral (ay naniniwala pala siya kaso di siya nagpaliwang kung bakit) kung sa bagay kung nakisali siya lugi ako…dalawa sila isa lang ako…pero naniniwala akong may katwiran at magaling ang mga paliwanag ko…bwahahahaha! astig cristeta!
eto pa bakit walang dinosaur sa bible? e bakit nga ba wala?…aba, parang dehins din ako naniniwala medjo sa sa mga higanteng hayop na yan…kahit may nahukay na silang mga buto-buto…e kasi nga wala sa bible…
eto pa sa multo?…tama na… wag pala ito…madilim ako lang ang gising…ayoko takutin ang sarili ko…
e sa soulmate? …ahhh, magulo…mahirap isipin ang mga ganyang bagay lalo na at wala pang experience…
naniniwala ako na may dahilan ang lahat…kung nagkakilala kayo at sinadya magkakilala may matinding dahilan pa din kung bakit kelangan mangyari na magkakilala kayo…or maganap ang kung ano man ang magaganap…at ang mga kasagutan sa mga pangyayari ay malalaman mo na lang isang araw…mapagtatanto mo, maiisip…mapapangiti ka o kaya naman mababadtrip…
at sasabihin mong ganun pala yon kaya pala….bwahahaha! at least may nalaman ka…huli man ang lahat. magaling pa din!
ay, destiny pala ang sinasabi ko hindi soulmate…di ko pa kasi naeexperience na makakita ng soulmate…
soulmate.. di ba iyon yung sinasabi nilang kapareho mo…parang binagbiyak na bunga…sabi di exactly opposite sex pwede daw kapareha mo ng gender tapos soulmate kayo…
si junuko yung kambal ko pareho kami nun eh, …pero naniniwala pa din kaming magkaiba kami…
lagi nga naming sinasabi sa isatisa ‘to…’ ang astig mo tol, kakaiba ka!” bwahahaha!
ganyan namin kamahal ang isatisa….
soulmate….
ngayks!…nakakaantok pag-isipan…
parang ambaduy…
inantok tuloy ako….tulog na nga lang ako…
words of wisdom
December 15, 2009“You are like nobody since I love you”
— Pablo Neruda
“But I love your feet
only because they walked
upon the earth and upon
the wind and upon the waters,
until they found me.”
— Pablo Neruda
“Someday, somewhere - anywhere, unfailingly, you’ll find yourself, and that, and only that, can be the happiest or bitterest hour of your life”
— Pablo Neruda
“Sonnet XVII
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way than this:
where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. ”
— Pablo Neruda
Most young people were getting jobs in big companies, becoming company men. I wanted to be individual.
Haruki Murakami
I didn’t want to be a writer, but I became one. And now I have many readers, in many countries.
I think that’s a miracle. So I think I have to be humble regarding this ability. I’m proud of it and I enjoy it, and it is strange to say it this way, but I respect it.
Haruki Murakami
Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that’s how we’ve got to live.
Haruki Murakami
• Body cells replace themselves every month. Even at this very moment.
Most everything you think you know about me is nothing more than memories.-HARUKI MURAKAMI
• I dream. Sometimes I think that’s the only right thing to do.-HM
“’Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody’s around - nobody big,
I mean - except me. And I’m standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff -
I mean if they’re running and they don’t look where they’re going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them.
That’s all I’d do all day. I’d just be the catcher in the rye and all.”- holden coulfield “the catcher in the rye”
tour to bangkok!!!! oh yeah!!!
December 5, 2009i was late for work this morning…a very ordinary day for me.
as i went up to our room…my boss saw me…
i was so shocked, i thought she will scold me because of my tardiness..
i said ” good morning maam”
she said “good morning” in a very happy tone…
she sounds weird…
then she asked me…”hey crista…” she stops for how many seconds…
i stared at her for a long time waiting…
the weirdest thing is we looked in each others eye…
i was thingking “what the hell she wants to say?”
maybe she read my mind…
she said…”you already have passport, right?”
i said ” yes, maam”
she said…”we are going to bangkok in wednesday.”
i said “ok..”
but deep inside it’s a dream come true…
i really wanted to experience the floating market..
see an elephant and taste thai’s food…
this is my first trip outside the philippines..
i should be excited!
yeah, im excited!
weeeeeeeeee!!!!!
revelation 101
November 30, 2009alam ko na ibig sabihin
unsay nimo problema day, kay tiwasan
unsay nimo problema day, kay tiwasan
2:32pm
Crista
nyaha! ayos! wala akong masagot…
2:34pm
mag hanap ka ng bisaya dyan
2:34pm
Crista
walang nagkalat dito…
2:35pm
awts
2:35pm
Crista
nyahaha!
2:36pm
may tanong aq. hahaha
2:36pm
Crista
nanaman..
2:37pm
hahahaha. di na.
si Sir na daw. :p
2:37pm
Crista
ano naman yun..?
2:38pm
hahahaha
3:45pm
fertilize mo aq
hahaha
3:46pm
Crista
okies…
3:46pm
salamat
3:47pm
Crista
don’t mention it…wahaha!
4:11pm
ei may tanong ako
4:11pm
Crista
ano nnmn un?
4:12pm
hahaha
4:12pm
Crista
baliw!!!:D
4:12pm
kung totoo ba na nangongolekta ka ng mamiso na maiitim?
hahaha at di ako baliw. :p
4:13pm
Crista
oo…pagmeron ka bigay mo na lang sa akin!!!
4:14pm
bakit?
4:14pm
Crista
gusto ko lang…mahilig kc ako sa mukhang luma tsaka mukhang madumi…hehe
4:14pm
yak naman.
bat nman madumi?
4:15pm
Crista
hahaha! mukha lng nmn madumi…
arte mo!
4:16pm
hahaha.
di ah.
kaderder lang tignan
4:17pm
Crista
kaderder!! arte nga talaga!:D
4:17pm
hahahaha.
arte nga lang tlga. :p
4:18pm
Crista
di ako gumagawa ng dike!!!:D
4:18pm
hahahahaha
:p
mukhng dike eh. hahaha
4:19pm
Crista
hinde kaya….!
meron akong crush kaso my gf na…
4:20pm
oh? totoo ba yan?
o baka halucination lng din
hahahaha.
4:20pm
Crista
oo nakalungkot nga…minsan lng ako magkacrush…
4:21pm
woooh~ if i know, nagkakacrush ka lang sa akin.
HAHAHAHA
4:22pm
Crista
ang KAPPPAAAAL!!!!
nakasulat nga sa blog ko…
4:22pm
bkit hindi ba?
4:23pm
Crista
si green apple kaso pagmamay-ari na ng iba…waaaahhhh!
4:25pm
hahahaha. nah joke lang.
4:25pm
Crista
wahahaha!
4:27pm
sino si green apple?
bahagi ba ng imahinasyon mo yan oh totoo? hahahaha
4:27pm
Crista
si green apple…isang magaling na tao…na makulit at weirdo…
4:28pm
kasama mo sa work??
4:28pm
Crista
hindi…basta…
4:29pm
taga sa inyo?
hehe.
4:29pm
Crista
kumanta kami sa trinoma tapos pinakilala nya yung gf nya…
4:29pm
aww
bat naging green apple?
4:30pm
Crista
favorite ko kc ung greenapple kesa red apple…
4:30pm
eh saan mo nakilala yun? sa barangay? hahaha
4:31pm
Crista
di nya masabi name ko…”c ano..” tapos sabi nung gf niya “oo kilala ko na nakwento mo na…” ang weirdoks!
wahahaha! sa tabitabi lang basta magaling yun…
4:32pm
ah yan pala yung Ray~
??
4:33pm
Crista
ano??? labo?
4:33pm
si Ray ba yang tinutukoy mo?
4:33pm
Crista
nakjajahe nmn..snsabi ko pa…
4:33pm
Rey or Ray? paano spelling nun?
4:33pm
Crista
as if naintindihan mo ko…hehe joke lng…
4:34pm
ows~
half meant! T_T
4:34pm
Crista
di ko pwede sbhin friend ko kc sya sa facebook…
bka mlman p nya…
4:35pm
nino?
ni Sir? haahaha
4:35pm
Crista
basta crush ko tlga sya…
4:35pm
aww.
clear chat mo
4:36pm
Crista
nyahaha! close pa nmn kami ngayon…kajahe baka sabihin domadamoves ako!!!
kahiya talaga sa gf nya!!! sorry tlga!
4:37pm
Aicno magssbi?
aus lang po ba tuktok nyo?
4:38pm
Crista
di ba mali yon…kaso paginiwasan ko sya bka mahalata…
whahaha!
nacoconfuse nga ako…kc minsan nga lng ako mgkcrush…
4:39pm
crush lang naman eh
4:40pm
Crista
khit n nkkhiya…wag mo na lng ako pansinin…
pero thanks na din kasi nasabi ko din..
hay!hay!hay!
4:41pm
wahaha.
mukhang wala kang mapagkwentohan about dyn ha.
4:42pm
Crista
wahahahaha! weirdoks ko!:D
4:42pm
aus lang. kung ikaw weird. ano pa kaya ako? wahhahaha
4:43pm
Crista
angas!!!astig yun ha?…
4:43pm
ako? maagas?
maangas?*
4:44pm
Crista
hindi yung sinabi mo….:D
4:44pm
wet. ang guloo hahahaha
bat ang gulo mong kausap?
wahahaha
4:46pm
Crista
ikw kaya magulo…wahahaha!
4:47pm
ikaw kaya
4:47pm
Crista
post ko sa blog ‘to…
4:47pm
yung alin?
4:47pm
Crista
conversation natin…
4:48pm
ngerk.
bakit?
wag. wag~
4:49pm
Crista
basta lng..
4:49pm
sira wag~
its a big NO NO wahaha
crush lang naman eh
4:40pm
a message to a friend (didang the brave)
November 16, 2009
this attachment is excerpt from berto’s blog.
my message to didang:
byebye green apple
November 6, 2009my green apple is not meant for me…
it’s already taken…
the fairy guide it everyday…
showering love and grace…
my green apple is not just right for me…
it’s sweetness is only for my comfort…
not for my existence…
not for my heart…
init ulo…kulo dugo…sira ulo…
October 5, 2009kanina pagpasok ko..may insane woman sa sakayan…galit na galit sya! “P#^% I$&” sabi nya sa mga tao..tapos hinabol pa niya yung isang jeep..katakot…hay!…nakakaaning pala ang galit…wag init ulo, kalma lang..:D
life is but a dream…
October 2, 2009i had a dream…i was bathing in the rain with clothes on syempre…nyahaha! i can’t measure the joy in my face while the rain pours all over me…i was laughing, enjoying the cold water..i even jump and dance rejoicing, feeling the splatter in my feet…then i woke up…
its already 7am…late na naman ako.
i was wondering about the scenario …ano kayang ibig sabihin noon?
the meaning of my dream according to dream interpretation in the web:
Bath
To dream that you are taking a bath, signifies a cleansing of your outer and inner self and a washing away of difficult times. This dream may also be symbolic of ridding yourself of old ideas, notions, opinions, and other negativities. Your dream may be pointing toward forgiveness and letting go.
To dream that you are bathing someone, suggests that you are seeking a closer connection with that person. It also points to your nurturing side.
Rain
To dream that you get wet from the rain, indicates cleansing from your troubles and problems. Rain also symbolizes fertility and renewal.
To see and hear rain falling, symbolizes forgiveness and grace. Falling rain may be a metaphor for tears, crying and sadness.
To dream that you are watching the rain from a window, indicates that spiritual ideas and insights are being brought to you awareness. It may also symbolize fortune and love.
To hear the tapping of the rain on the roof, denotes spiritual ideas and blessings coming to mind. It may also suggests that you will receive much joy from your home life.
very positive…:D
forgiveness daw at letting go?…whehehe!
Well live in drama but well die in a comedy…
September 17, 2009
Colorful by Verve Pipe
The show is over close the story book
There will be no encore
And all the random hands that I have shook
Well theyre reaching for the door
I watch their backs as they leave single file
But you stood stubborn, cheering all the while
I know I can be colorful
I know I can be gray
But I know this losers living fortunate
Cause I know you will love me either way
Most were being good for goodness sake
But you wouldnt pantomime
You are more beautiful when you awake
Than most are in a lifetime
Through the haze that is my memory well
You stayed for drama though you paid for a comedy
I know I can be colorful
I know I can be gray
But I know this losers living fortunate
Cause I know you will love me either way
Look ahead as far as you can see
Well live in drama but well die in a comedy
I know I can be colorful…
…………..(o)…………………
i’m listening to this song the whole day..i thought it was from phil collins
but it was from the verve pipe. i got addicted with the melody and the
lyrics. i keep on singing even when somebody is around..hehe,
i dont care.
unang sulat ni lapis..yehey!
September 11, 2009malakas ang ulan, nakakalungkot…ayoko sanang pumasok sa office wala namn yung boss ko nagbakasyon sa canada..pero pumasok pa rin ako di ko alam kung bakit…ahh, absent pala kasi ako nung tuesday…tinapos ko na yung mga design enimail ko na din, naghihintay na lang ako ng approval..tagal magreply, di siguro nakaonline yung boss ko..nakita ko yung account ni bertong balibag…nagsend ako ng message…sabi ko “ei, kuya allan, kmusta?” di nagreply…naalala ko yung blog niya dito kaya nagbrowse ako…yun binasa ko yung mga post niya…nakakatuwa talaga..namiss ko tuloy sila…lalo na pag friday, mga foodtripping namin..tsaka yung baha ng maysilo, paghihintay ng fx one to sawa, at ang famous mami ng nanay”s. nyahaha!.
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